i was blogging halfway and i got d/c.

fated it seems. maybe i'll skip all those that i was blogging.

to that someone:

maybe i'm not in the position to say this or maybe i am. i don't really care. but because i've went through that much in life and seen these situations far too many times before, i just don't want you to go through it like the rest.

shit like these happens sometimes and maybe for you, the signs were there for your taking right now unlike mine. i have somewhat seen it coming but i didn't realise that the inevitable would happen and thus got deeply affected it in the process.

like you, i hung on to it and didn't want to let go of it until everything came at me right in the face and somewhat killed my world. thinking back, how stupid was i to even plead and let go of my pride to salvage something that was already lost.

after our conversation on the phone today, i feel that it's clinging on to a lost cause and maybe you do know it. just that like me, you were too involved to let go. let me be selfish and say this, get out of it before you get hurt even more. because i'm selfish for your sake. as what i always say to you, 'you deserve better than this'.